It has taken me approximately four weeks to get over the pleruisy and pneumonia. At least I thought I was over it... but today I find myself with a lot of the symtoms coming back and I feel sick again.
My pain level has gone down, but the chemo and steroids along with my autoimmune diseases have left me with practically no immune system... so I find myself being sick more often and I don't have the ability to fight the sicknesses off like I did before.
So the question has been, which do I prefer sickness or pain. Obviously the answer is neither... but the truth of the matter is one or the other seems to plague me. So what do I do... where do I turn... of course to Christ Jesus!! I know he will see me through and ultimately He will help me through all of this. Some trust in chariots, and some in horses: but we will remember the name of the LORD our God. Psalm 20:7
It also helps to know that there are so many more... who are so much more in need then myself. I must keep my focus on the things of Jesus and continue to pray not only for myself... but more importantly to pray for others and their needs.
My pain level has gone down, but the chemo and steroids along with my autoimmune diseases have left me with practically no immune system... so I find myself being sick more often and I don't have the ability to fight the sicknesses off like I did before.
So the question has been, which do I prefer sickness or pain. Obviously the answer is neither... but the truth of the matter is one or the other seems to plague me. So what do I do... where do I turn... of course to Christ Jesus!! I know he will see me through and ultimately He will help me through all of this. Some trust in chariots, and some in horses: but we will remember the name of the LORD our God. Psalm 20:7
It also helps to know that there are so many more... who are so much more in need then myself. I must keep my focus on the things of Jesus and continue to pray not only for myself... but more importantly to pray for others and their needs.
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