My pain level has gone down, but the chemo and steroids along with my autoimmune diseases have left me with practically no immune system... so I find myself being sick more often and I don't have the ability to fight the sicknesses off like I did before.
So the question has been, which do I prefer sickness or pain. Obviously the answer is neither... but the truth of the matter is one or the other seems to plague me. So what do I do... where do I turn... of course to Christ Jesus!! I know he will see me through and ultimately He will help me through all of this. Some trust in chariots, and some in horses: but we will remember the name of the LORD our God. Psalm 20:7
It also helps to know that there are so many more... who are so much more in need then myself. I must keep my focus on the things of Jesus and continue to pray not only for myself... but more importantly to pray for others and their needs.